break

huh, i just might call it a day. and i probably will. nevertheless, let's leave the options open.

it's a shame how much hits i don't get on this blog, but i can live with shame. what i can't live with(out) is loneliness. it's at the same time repulsive and attractive to me, that sometimes i just don't know what to do with myself. if i stay in house all day, i tend to get nervous, and i'll probably take it out on someone. again, being youngest human being in the house (there's also a cat, but he it's not an option), i can't rely on directing my stress that way. since i also dislike harming myself, i just have to get out. if i get out, loneliness disappears. then i have to bear with streets full of human beings, which usually means (at least where i live) bunch of !!XX!"")## which tend to annoy me greatly. i won't even start to speak about people i'm surrounded with when i put my tires on the streets. (i always go on a bicycle)
so there i am, crucified between options, suffering. i guess that's normal. right?

and yes, pluto isn't a planet anymore. don't really see how that affects me... i'm worried about my exam, and that one seems to be more important than pluto... oh, how i crave for times when i'll be sad about pluto's destiny.

[break,loneliness,society,critic,pluto,exam]

under pressure

i would like to say that i enjoyed this day, i really would. but i didn't. it really wasn't a hard one - i've got lot to work still - but still, i have an exam in two days, and i just can't relax. when i do study, i get fed-up after some 2 hours of studying, and when i stop and take a rest, i manage to lose at least 3 hours, which pisses me off.

can't wait that fu*king exam. so, till then, this'll be a stressed-out blog.

i'd like to have blogger record tags for me. but it doesn't, or i don't know how to do it. till i find more tome to explore, i'll record them manually (when i'm not too lazy) like here:
[stress, exam, saturday, work, pressure]

bright sky again

and this time it's with sun included. things can't be much better, can't they?!?

slept till 10am today, but had to get up few times to turn off all the clocks i've planted last night so i can wake up. don't really know why don't i just set my alarm to 10.00am, and make myself a bit easier life (morning).

jimmy went to novi sad again, so i guess i won't be drinking as much beer i did last days. well, everything ends sometimes, doesn't it?

gotta go!

bright sky

after a while, i saw a bright sky. who would have expected, after a day like today's... it can't rain all the time. gotta remember that sometimes.

it's really late, too late to start with something serious. i just enjoyed sky & air tonight, in few meters i have to walk from my cousin's house to mine. freshness is sensible in air, which usually means that autumn is here. maybe i should be sad, but i'm not... not really a summer kind, me.

good night people, i enjoyed this show, but it's all for tonight. if we meet in a dream, wink so i can recognize you as a cybrdng blog reader.

how big is your 'n'?

did you know that there is quite a difference between 2n/2n+1 and 3n-1/3n?
just came by to tell you that i couldn't believe, even if i knew that 3n-1/3n is smaller. it's not very visible when playing with small n. modesty isn't very much appreciated. so i tried with a million, and mathcad 7.0 professional. and it worked. and i'm a happy student again. ... unfortunately, i have to study now (so much of a happy student).

did you know?

u better be knowing already about this, at least if you're into blogging and reading blogs.

:technocrati: (that's what i wanted to say)

another day (of studying)

getting bored of me speaking so much about studying? good. imagine how do i feel actually studying all that time. ... if you find it boring, it means i'm good at transfering my feelings on you :). i wonder if i'll be able to be as good with hapinness, but we'll have to wait for a while for that.

at some point of blogging i'll start to put some pictures of my own on it and maybe i take you to some kind of project of my own... i think there's not enough time to write about that now.

a word for good night

laku noć
that's the way to say it in serbian language.

it's raining, so it should be nice to sleep. then again, i'm not too sure what do i actually like there - idea of sleeping while raining, or effect rain leaves on people (me).

never mind. laku noć.

p.s. definitely a bad idea: e-mailing posts from yahoo! mail. just became aware of the fact. bear it in mind from now on.

time dilatation

"The time dilatation phenomenon describes the observation that a fast moving unstable particle seems to exist longer than the same particle at rest."

taken from here. quite strange, my monitor started to sound very strange. as it's not strange enought that monitor sounds (?!?).

anyway, there is a reason why i'm speaking about dilatation of time. namely, it's the phenomenon of different time passing during studying and having a drink in some (relatively) nice bar. sounds like something that should be covered in hitchhicker's guide, doesn't it?!
i somehow managed to lose quite a few hours today, which left me studying now.
hence the abrupt(explanation of the word) end of this post -> END.

p.s. google is having serious troubles today.

internal server error: 500

500 - such a charming, round number.

came here to get updated by my girlfriend, although i'm not as sure what that means as much i would like to be. but, that's maybe because i'm a control freak (or is she?). anyway, i'm still not updated (as far as i know) because she's working and is probably busy, and went off as soon as i started comunicating with her.

my cat is rumbling around the house, and i better get back to my studies. just wanted to share myself to someone who's reading this... but it seems noone does... (which probably isn't such a bad thing).

study time

i don't really feel contemplative right now. have to spend whole morning and part of afternoon studying linear algebra, and not very happy about the fact. whish me luck.

in a bus

it's nice to know that one can observe very serious things during most common situations.

i realized how much of a stranger we (humans) are. tonight i caught myself in a bus with my eyes looking nowhere... you all know that look - in the distance. in music videos and some movies they even try to show it as something cool, but that isn't really true: you're driving with people, and those are your kind... and what do you do? look in the distance, thinking who-knows-what. (or maybe hoping no one will interrupt you in your thoughts, which would mean that you won't speak with no one?)

so, i had that look in my eyes. and it's nothing special, really. and that's the common situation i was talking about.

i'm cyber dingo, and don't really feel like sharing my name. if you wanna know that one, try to contact me... there's always commenting.