break

huh, i just might call it a day. and i probably will. nevertheless, let's leave the options open.

it's a shame how much hits i don't get on this blog, but i can live with shame. what i can't live with(out) is loneliness. it's at the same time repulsive and attractive to me, that sometimes i just don't know what to do with myself. if i stay in house all day, i tend to get nervous, and i'll probably take it out on someone. again, being youngest human being in the house (there's also a cat, but he it's not an option), i can't rely on directing my stress that way. since i also dislike harming myself, i just have to get out. if i get out, loneliness disappears. then i have to bear with streets full of human beings, which usually means (at least where i live) bunch of !!XX!"")## which tend to annoy me greatly. i won't even start to speak about people i'm surrounded with when i put my tires on the streets. (i always go on a bicycle)
so there i am, crucified between options, suffering. i guess that's normal. right?

and yes, pluto isn't a planet anymore. don't really see how that affects me... i'm worried about my exam, and that one seems to be more important than pluto... oh, how i crave for times when i'll be sad about pluto's destiny.

[break,loneliness,society,critic,pluto,exam]